On a good day, parenting will test the integrity of your character. On a bad day, parenting will test your will to live. Parenting children with trauma histories will cause you to test the integrity of everything and everyone you thought you knew, for the rest of your life.
~J. Skrobisz

Friday, July 29, 2011

speechless

i'm out of words.

i can't do this anymore.

14 comments:

Heather said...

I don't have words either. My heart and prayers go out to you!

You have tried so hard, and put so much into this, and there has to be something to help this lovely little girl, damaged through no fault of her own, that doesn't destroy you and your family in the process. I just wish I could come out there and shake some sense into someone!!!!

Jamey... said...

Hugs

Mamita J said...

I'm sorry. :-( I know this is so hard for you. I'm praying for you right now.

Julie

Barb G said...

(((((hug))))) I'm sorry.

Last Mom said...

Sending you love and strength. (((hugs)))) And wishing I could do more.

Jen said...

{{{{{HUGS}}}}} It's okay to be wherever you are because there's nobody who could be doing it any better...

robyncalgary said...

thinking of you <3

Cyndi said...

Yeah, I hear ya, but it is not like you to run out of things to say. I hope you are finding some answers for your situation .

Kelley said...

Love you sweetheart! That's all I got. I'm so sorry.

Sammie said...

Wish I could send you some energy in and email or a way to get to a tropical island for a break. Just know you are loved, and we understand how hard it is. Were here for you... hang on.

Jgirl said...

I've written and erased, written and erased but nothing sounds right--because there is nothing to say that can make the immense frustration, fear, and pain go away. I feel helpless to offer support but hope that you have been able to lean on those who are there for you. I think of you and your family often. You are an amazing woman.

Story of our Life said...

((((HUGS)))) I'm sorry just isn't even close to enough. Even "I get it...I've btdt" doesn't even come close to being enough. I know. I hear you. I love you. I wish like hell this wasn't your reality (or anyones reality). It is horrible and I wish like hell it didn't have to be this way. I love you!! One day....and sometimes...often...only ONE hour at a time!!

Wife to the Rockstar said...

You have been heavy on my heart.

Sending love your way.

Lisa said...

Prayers for strength heading your way! There are no words that will help you here, I wish I lived closer to give you respite.